Miss you like crazy

I miss my bf very much. I really need to meet him. Even nowadays I'm so busy, I really would like to go to Gambir, take a ticket route to Bandung, then meet my bf. I don't know anymore how to make me not miss him anymore. But time seems not allow me to go there to meet him. I feel like want to do anything in order to meet him. I can do drastic things to make it happen. But some of my friends, didnt't like it if I did that. They said, it's not proper for a girl doing that. So what should I do now?? Should I just waiting and waiting again...?? At this moment, songs of Alicia Keys - If I Ain't Got You, is very suit for me right now.

"...some people want it all
but I don't want everything
if it ain't you, baby
if I ain't got you, baby
Some people want diamond ring
some just want everything
but everything means nothing
if I ain't got you
if I ain't got you with me
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you, baby"

Miss ya...

Woww... it's been a long time I didn't make any blog. Well, i'm too tired to do it. I'm busy with my thesis. I'm so glad, that at last i found a place for my thesis. but the place is too far, in cikarang.. Fiuhh... so far... If i got there with bus, i must go 2 hours before the meeting. But, thank God, i do my thesis with my 2 friends, so i don't feel lonely.
I just want to tell you, that I learn many things after watching Sex and the city. hehehehe... it's not just about sex.. but about relationships and friendships. Wow.. Bravo Sex & The City!! =) You are my mentor.. hueheuheue..

Actually, now i'm concern on what happening nowadays in Indonesia, especially with malpractice. So sad seeing those victims, i'm so sad with their family too. Why it can be happened?? And it's not only happened with the poor family, but also the rich one, at least has money for having medication. My father had almost being a victim of malpractice. but thank God, it can be solved soon, so it couldn't being so dangerous. How 'bout you guys??

St!LeTo

I like stileto shoes. For me, it symbolizes an elegance for the lady who wear it. If I wore it, I would like having a beautiful & sexy legs and big prestige for myself. I feel like an honoured girl from some kingdom of far far away (hhehehe, sounds like shrek?!?!) Yup, but everytime I wear it, I can't wear it more than 1 hour, it really hurts eventhough I've tall already (if I wear it, I will look like a tower. =D And many men won't come close to me anymore.) hehehehehe. But I like stileto very much..!! Laced stileto + short skirt + tank top + long curly hair = SEXY!! Whoaa.. I'd like have a picture of me wearing those "SEXY" look. *^_^*

Why Betty??

Have you wondering, why I put a picture of Betty Boop in my bio?? Actually just a simple answer, she looks like me. Or may be the contrary (I look like her). Well, I have the same type of hair, such as black and curly (but not short, i have medium hair), then a sexy, hmm bootylicious?? nooo.. I'm not as bootylicious as her. And I'm not short. So, what's the same?? I dunno either now.. =p I just feel, she has the same appeal like me. What actually I'm talking about? Sometimes, I like have a sexy look, but I hate it, when I have mood on it, then men on the street such as (tukang ojek, or abang2) make some noise about me.. so uncomfirtable. If they are cute guys may be it's okay, but usually, ther're not cute at all... Huhh.. hehehuehuehe... Just warn to you guys, please behave if suddenly you saw some girls have a sexy, or unusual outfit at mall, campus or street. At least, first just act like it's just a usual view. Then, after they pass you, you can react whatever you like. Well, I just want to tell you that it's very uncomfy if you do that, except that you're a friend of the girl.. may be it won't be any problem.

I'm so dizzy right now.. Headache attack me..

Happy Contarary to...

Wow.. I'm so glad that this evening I've done my exam quite well, but actually I'm expecting onething better than a great done exam. Yeah, my bf's arrival. Usually, he used to arrived at my kost at 7 a.m, but until 8.30 a.m, I still didn't have any news from him. So I decided to make a phone call to his house, and liked what I've thought, my bf were not at home. So soon, I called his best friend, then he said that my bf was going to take a training for 3 days, since today. HUaaa.. so it means that he's not coming back to Jakarta today. Uhhm I'm so sad man.. =( I miss him lots... Can you imagine not have a conversation with the one who used to talk or complain to, now, it's not available. So sad..

I'm confused all this day with my thesis. I still can't find the topics for my thesis. I don't have any company for making a survey,huaaa... I hope I have more friends in many companies, may be it'll make it easier for my thesis. Now, I'm so sensitive with the one who asked about my thesis (except from my own group: Eson & Jacky), it's the same feeling like the one who always ask about plan of vacation to Ayer. =p

Today I'm very very tired. Actually, I'm so sleepy now, but I've to finish these setting of this blogspot that I still not usual with these, so I often ask Livia who has used it for about 2 months. At least she has more experiance than me. hehehhehe. So nice, now I'm at home again. I can smell my lovely pillow and all my lovely and cute dolls. Btw, I have new doll, pig doll from my bf. It's so darn funny. It has blushing cheeks, and curly tail. Well, that's it for today, now I need a very nice good night sleep. Good night guys. Sweet dreams..(not wet dreams I hope.. =p) Good Night!!

Grievance

I'm bored!! So bored. Actually, i've planned that today i would study for my exam on Thursday, but dunno why, after i open the book, suddenly the spirit of my laziness is come up, i don't understand what should i learn, huaa... And then my bluetooth connection's suddenly become unavailable. That's s*cks! Because i need an entertainment right now but i couldn't connect internet with my GPRS. But I remembered that i still brought my laptop in here, so i use it, and now i can connect internet from it. Thank's my laptop... You are my saviour.. =D

Anyway, this is my first journal. I hope i wrote it good. I'm alone right now... since about 4 days ago, my bf's phone's broken, huhh so i can't reach him at all. well, actually i could through few of his friends, but it will make difficulties for them (maybe). Ii can't hardly wait for Thursday. even it's the exam day, but that morning, my bf will come home to Jakarta. So glad at last I can meet him. But now, what should i do? I'm just having a chat with Andrew while watching RCTI's bday. After finished my exam, i've to think about my thesis. I haven't started a page at all. But I need a vacation, even my parents won't allow me. But hey mom, hey dad, now i'm a grown up gurl, i'm 21st years old now... Should you all treat me like a little 5 years old gurl??heuheuhehehe.. Sorry guys.. this journal is full of my grievance. Now.. I feel better.. Thx guys for reading it. hehehehe =)

PS for Oleen: "Lin, i really really can't study well, and i'm not sure for tomorrow too.." huaaaa....